4-24 14 thur 2 49 am.

insomniacs unite. gym-schedule tailored for 10pm relax-time.. in at 11am out by 2p. swim after brunch. simple. xoxo happy th. prayers for sue, neighbor navigational supercomet to nxt dimension. molly dream tonite.

molly blog

Mendoza tune -up
going with the wind
gone with the wind

this Friday
planning to go over early
have some dinner

maybe a short nap
dusk prayers
short séance

in the graveyard whare
janet G got planted
could b me tonite.

xoxo 2 all wed nite

evening prayers 4-23 14 wed asking marj for butch nd getting bob h.

evening prayers
started in the morning
with a gratitude sense

that last nights sleeplessness
anxiety over sue's plight
journey, cold body

warming thoughts
navigation thru unknown seas..
seeing the groups

eyes forming their own thoughts about this.
sharing a smile
knowing that whatever


the road
it's ours
shared with h/p.

jake and magdelena

eulagy,.. joinings
nuns say god takes us

from here to there.
jake and the loyalty.

his closeness me feel
 cared about.
 

soprano dream 4 4 14 frij

 driving asy
seeing new bf
thru glassed in wall


at chef job in resteraunt,
 I mention
 to her his face

now is  shadowed
 out of view..
earlier,

 I had glimpsed him there,
 cooking.....happily.  
... feeling

mysterious sweetness
 of
new beginnings.

nephew prayer 3 28 14

praying for
nephews
faith
courage
 strength
 and patience
in facing untimely ordeal
healing

2014 3-27 th/ ol b/f

flying b
calendas and clock
thu hair washed
didn't get a cut
planning the cut

nailsdone
finding the clippers
vi and nickers

bardo let go for wisdomtime 1-13-14

more let go
more grace
hopefully bit more dignity..

last brunch with Andrew's
new prep look
dew-wop phase

dawns
 dew
 glistening

sharyn tells me
o l like me
ok2 b poor mom now

forgiving acceptance
bible stuff
rt view 4 mend'oza

randis comic

how I began my life,
as his
partner's story
liz.
<>
waking up at noon.
hairwashed
event of the day.
egg salad.
<>net in SD
for work
maybe w/jt
maybe to marin.

nance story

nance relieved at death
finally
her mom there

bardo for me
pillow transition
big release

comes earlier
 from kids
yee begins

backing off
draws me in
builds up

community
access
social fears tempered

morning 6 02 am sun

I like to hear my morning thoughts
incoming news of the day

welcoming drifts of opportunity
treasures coming my way

so sur parnham
and randys stoplight

not the wonderous bits
even yesterdays
 2 day holdover:

loving including
 the schitz

house behind thepines

mmmmovie hbo
2 sons one 23 cure

randys 4 pm wall st wolf

story fun
headache gone

missed fri dover
drugs sex

and
wild wall st